& when I see you

I really see you upside down

But my brain knows better

It picks you up and turns you around

I long for this

Someone I can talk to

Someone I can trust.

Someone who will be there

When my relationships rust.

Someone who will save me,

When everything goes wrong.

Someone who will comfort me

And help me to be strong.

Someone who listens

At any time of day.

Someone who will brighten

Any sky that’s gray.

Someone who will always

Want to be my friend.

Someone who will fight for me,

Until the bitter end.

Someone who will cry with me

Whenever I am sad.

Someone who will laugh with me

Whenever I am glad.

Someone who will understand

My every weird emotion.

Someone who will always be

At my side with their devotion.

Someone who will always think

Of me before themselves.

Someone who will care for me

And put their own worries onto shelves.

Someone who will always let

Me act like the true me.

Someone who will always be

Just like I want to be

Someone who will always remain

Incredibly beautiful and true-

Someone who is my best friend.

Someone just like you

a greatful part of my missing life...

there's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes
i threw them to sea but a gust blew them backwards
and the sting in my eyes that you then inflicted
was par for the course just as when you were living


it's no stretch to say you were not quite a father
but a donor of seeds to a poor single mother
that would raise 'me' alone, we never saw the money
that went down your throat through a hole in your belly


thirteen years old in the suburbs of denver
standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner
at a catholic church the servers wore crosses
to shield from the sufferance plaguing the others
styrofoam plates, cafeteria tables
charity reeks of cheap wine and pity
and i'm thinking of you i do every year
when we count all our blessing and wonder what we're doing here


you're a disgrace to the concept of family
the priest won't divulge that fact in him homily
and i'll stand up and scream if the mourning remain quiet
you can deck out a lie in a suit but i wont buy it
i won't join in the procession that's speaking their peace
using five dollar words while praising his integrity
and just cause he's gone it doesn't change the fact
he was a ba in life thus a ba in death


by: death cab for cutie
styrofoam plates

my job is blocking all the sites that keep me sane during the long, 7:45-4:45, Monday-Friday, work week.
i feel like i'm in high school again


boiteux (lame)

6543

yeah right

If only life was this easy.

Star light
Star bright
First Star I see tonight
I wish I may
I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight





I would wish this sad feeling I have away!

go away winter
and leave me alone..
i’m tired of being
chilled to the bone.

i want to plant flowers

and sit in the sun
i want to go swimming
“winters no fun!”

i want to open
the windows and doors
i want to go barefoot
and do summer chores
i want to mow grass
and sit in the sun
i want of plant gradens
and have summer fun.
so go away winter

and just leave me be

summer is where

i want now to be…

Friday

umm....no thank you

I'm being polite.. please stay away

Love this song

Lady Gaga.... WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!!!!